They don't notice the older women walking by that are thirty but look like death: they believe this won't happen to them.

I see a lot of the young heroin girls on the street outside the bar. They still think they have it under control. They don't notice the older women walking by that are thirty but look like death: they believe this won't happen to them.

Many of these girls get into the drug because there is a hole in their soul or their psyche or their childhood somewhere. I'm not sure they would be happy as wives, even without the heroin. They'd probably make the wrong choice there, too.

Some people just chase the toxins.



-jj

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